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Bec, 18, Sydney, Australia, Finally has someone amazing

R.I.P my amazing boy Tabby 7.5.12

i miss this girl so much, i wish things didnt change you were always there for me and i wish you were still here with me helping me through everything like you used to. i wish we were still best friends you ment the world to me and i miss and love you <3

last night!

mee

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new outfit!

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thank you adam! soo happy with it can not wait for the finished product next week! soooo keen

i miss this kid more than words can describe :( i wish i was never hurt by him, i wish he could see what it has done to me. he continues to tell me he loves me and now only that i left him he tries. im over being hurt and used by everyone around me, you were suposed to be the one to help me through it all not make it worse. i cry over and over again at night because of what you turned my head into, i wish you never turned into this horrible person you have become. some of the things you have done to me are disgusting. you can think all you want about what i have apparently been doing but it will never phase me because i know the truth. i never want to hurt you but i cant be with you not for a long long time, you tell everyone only one story but the thing is they never ask for my side. all i wanted was love, and someone to call my own and for you to call me your one and only but it looked like you would rather have many than one faithful girl who loved you more than anyone else could. i gave up soo much of my life, money and time to help you because i loved you so much you dont understand and i never asked for anything in return except for you to come to my netball game, my grand final, but no you had better things to do, the one thing in my life that means soo much and you cant come not once. i kept everything inside, i kept it all in until one day i got over the jealousy and seeing you ask other girls for sex and copious amounts of photos and other things. i got tired, i stopped trying and in return for me not trying anymore i got the blame. i asked you time and time again to stop it was ripping me appart but it didnt bother you in the slightest, it didnt matter until i was all gone and you were left with no one to love and hold, who would listen to your every cry. you are always going to be my first true love and im never ever going to forget you, i hope that when you finally grow up and realise how you should treat a girl you come back to me because i dont know how much longer i can be without you, you are my other half. i will always love you no matter what you could ever possibly do to me.
i miss you soo much but dont want you to ever know
<3

Kia, my everything

cheap sober, my future hubby <3